{6} Gardening and Partying

What was left of my stamp after the bar last night. :D

I am a failure at gardening. I have watered my mother's garden every other day as per the water schedule, and they all look so sad and wimpy. Like the vegetable garden especially, the flowers are just beautiful. Though, perhaps I should have been watering the vegetables every day against the water rationing thingy. Either way, I do not intend on having a garden for a while...

Nathanial and I have been staying out here for the week. Eating my mom's food, using her internet, washing my laundry, cleaning her house. I sort of miss it. I really miss it actually. I miss being able to just not worry.

I am trying to get my son into preschool, and trying to get all the paperwork into my apartment people on time. Ugh! This life I live sometimes. I really need to get a job, and I am working on it. Though, with almost a year gap in my job history, excluding Taco John's, it is hard to find employment. Taco John's sucked because they wouldn't schedule me less than 45 hours, and I would walk home with a paycheck that was 35 or less hours because of all the breaks they made me take. Anyway, I am getting out there doing this for myself.

Last night I went out. I partied like I haven't partied in a long time. My sister was there and our friend, and many of her friends. It was pretty cool. I felt like an adult. Being an adult sometimes feels pretty good.

On a separate note, I lost 10 lbs since I have been out at my mom's, probably all the walking to the park and gardening. I also have been like getting up in the morning and spending time to make myself look good. I feel that for a long time I hadn't even cared, and now is definitely the time to care. I am going to be 24 in September, and frankly I do not want to be 24 but that is how it is. I am going to pretend like it's my 21st and party like a fucking rockstar!

I think it will be a weekly thing going to the bar on Thursday with my sister. She said she would do it with me. I am excited to have that to look forward to. It will be great when I get a job, then I can treat her to drinks the way she does to me.

I feel that I often forget to let my sister know how much I appreciate her. I really do. She gives me gas whenever she has money, and buys me cigarettes. She lets me swim in her pool and hangs out with me. I love my sister, she is probably my very best friend.

With that, I need to go fold some laundry.