{1} New Life to Lacie

Seven days ago I ended a relationship of one-year-two-months-nine-days via text message. There is a story in all of that, more on that later. Though, I figured that with the new life I would create a new blog. A blog about not giving a fuck.

So here is my ever growing list of things I want to do before I get another boyfriend.

1. Lose weight.
2. Travel, visit five cities I've never been to.
3. Find out my son's dad.
4. Stay good in school, nothing below a C.
5. Gain Employment
6. Fix the car with my own hands.
7. Gain 100 followers on my photography blog, or my craft blog.
8. Make money from my hats.
9. Gain a business license for photography, and the hats.
10. Make $500-$1000 from my photography.
11. Visit Hollywood.
12. Spend a month living on the road, travelling, living in motels eating crap food.
13. Start a Vlog.
14. Make a dress.
15. Patch an awesome jacket.
16. Get 5 new tattoos.
17. Spend up to two weeks camping total (this summer)
18. Practice more awareness of my personal fashion.
19. Tumble more...(my tumblr)
20. Have more fun.
21. Write a book
22. Finish a scrapbook.
23. Finish my son's baby book. (He's four!)
24. Make a gluten-free cook book.
25. Completely remove dairy from my diet, (being sick just isn't any fun)

So far that is all though when I add more in my journal I will post it. I have added things to it so much since I started it.

The thing I like about being single is that I get to spend a lot more time with my son. I don't have to hear how I am being judged with the way my son acts and the way I parent. It is nice. We have been such better friends since the breakup.

So, about the whole text message breakup thing. I kept texting him telling him that it was important that we talk. Calling him, half the time he didn't even answer. So then about two weeks after I had made up my mind, I just was texting him and said that we were broken up. Though apparently he was confused because since the breakup he was being all clingy and still calling me "baby." It was really awkward and weird.

I am not the kind of person to do a text message break up. I feel awful that, that is how it had to happen. Though I felt trapped without any air or a way out. So when I found one I took it. 

Since the breakup my car has become clean, my house is cleaner. Life is just better. I am looking for a job and in the meantime supplementing my income by selling crochet hats, click here for my etsy. Life is such a blessing and we all need to embrace it.

Sometimes, though it seems harder to embrace the way we feel about things. I am struggling with some things  right now that I am not going to mention. Once they get resolved maybe I will talk about it. Though for now... they will stay trapped in my mind. 

Anyways, this is an adequate length for a first post. Thank you all for reading! I hope to see some followers! I'll follow anyone back who follows me.